Sick...

So the last couple of days I've been feeling like shit. Most likely because of the pregnancy because I'm just to tired and nauseous.

I have another doctor's appointment tomorrow. I'm 16 weeks as of Friday, so I'm wondering if I"m going to be able to hear the heartbeat this time. The Husband is going to be taking me to the appointment, as he's been trying to do. He missed so much last time that now that he's around for all of these things, he's trying to be able to take me to the various appointments that I need to be taken to.

I had a dream, not too long ago, that the baby was going to be a boy. This pregnancy is totally different from my last one, so maybe it is a boy. I'm, hopefully, going to be able to find out the sex at my next ultrasound appointment, which is the beginning of August. I honestly kind of want a little boy, as I already have a girl. It will round out our little family just nicely, I think. Of course, I want a healthy baby first and foremost, but having a little boy would be nice.

Predator Baby?

I had my first ultrasound on Friday morning. It was pretty good. Being 11 weeks along at the time, the baby still looked somewhat bean-like. The Husband was able to see it as well. He said that it looked like the Predator, because the hands were up by the face. I still find that a little funny.

Not as Good the Second Time...

Just at the title implies.

The Husband and I decided that we would treat ourselves to some KFC last night. It was all good until I decided that washing his combats would be a good idea. You see, they were very stinky. And I got a BIG wiff of a shirt as he threw it to me. It was one of the stinkier pieces of clothing that I have smelled. Needless to say, I made a bee-line for the bathroom and the toilet.

My poor husband. He wasn't quite sure as to what he was supposed to do. He stood a little behind me and asked if I was okay. I answered with a feeble, "no," and started to cry a little bit. He rubbed my shoulders and tried to make me feel better while I cried to the porceline gods.

Other than that, I've just been feeling quite tired. I guess that it's from taking care of The Child during the day and being pregnant. I can't remember being this tired by the end of the day for the last pregnancy. Or maybe I was and I just can't remember. I don't know...

I can't wait for the first trimester to be over though... I want to be able to take out my garbage without having to vomit and gag the wholel way. And I hope that my energy will pick up as well.

*sigh*

I can say that this time around, it's definitly different. I'm not going to get the chances to relax and just take a load off because I have almost two-year-old running around the house. The best that I can do is nap when she is napping, but that's when I do most of my housework... I just can't win.

Morning sickness sucks...

As the title to this post says, morning sickness sucks. I"m almost constantly gagging on anything. Okay... Not everything, but practically everything that has a disgusting scent. Which at this moment is everything in my kitchen. I swear, I cleaning that mother fucker out a couple of time, removed the garbage and food, and I can still find something to almost vomit over.

The Husband tries not to laugh. And asks if I'm okay. But sometimes it's just so random that I occaisionally hear a little laugh while I run to the bathroom to make sure I don't vomit all over the floor. But knowing how upset my stomach has been, he goes out and gets me soem ginger ale and crackers, hoping that it will make me feel better. And just the gesture helps me out a little bit. :)

I've also been so tired as of late. Last night we went to a BBQ at The Husband's Sargeant's house. We got home around 8:30-ish and I went to bed almost right after The Child was in bed. I was just so wiped. I slept until 8:00 this morning. I don't feel like going to bed right now (it's only about 10:25PM), but I can feel it coming soon.

So, this pregnancy is going as expected so far. My OB/GYN is the same person I had when I gave birth to The Child, and my first appointment with him is Thursday. Then I have and ultrasound for dating a week after that.

For this pregnancy, I'm kind of excited that The Husband is going to be able to experience more than he did last time. He's going to be here, and hopefully not on any courses. He said he was going to try and make it for the OB/GYN appointment.

Here's to a healthy pregnancy! XD

New Pregnancy

So, this pregnancy, so far as I can remember, is turning out a lot different than my first one. So far, I'm having more cramping and lower back pain. The Husband thinks that it's because I don't remember what it was like, but I think that I would remember being this uncomfortable. No matter what I do, I can't seem to make my back feel better, and it not like I can take any drugs for it.

I have an appointment with my GP tomorrow afternoon and he's going to point me in the direction of an OB/GYN. And that is going to be the beginning of the craziness that is the pre-natal care.

I'm not too sure as to what to think about this pregnancy right now. Of course I am happy, but I can't help but worry about what the future is going to hold with two kids to take care of. I know that it's been done, lots of people that more than one kid, but I can't help but worry about the future. Good thing that pregnancies are 9 months long, or I don't know what I would do.

Well...

Wish me luck on my adventure.

I'm going to try to update this more with my thoughts and what's going on.

OMFG

I'm just going to blert it out for the sake of being blunt.

I'm pregnant again.

There, I said it.

It's definitely a little shock, but not really because we haven't been using birth control.

Life is really going to be crazy now. So much more is going to have to be sacrificed for this new child. But despite my worries, I'm kind of excited to be a mom again. The Child #1 is going to be 2 in September and I calculated that I'm not due until the end of December/beginning of January.

Crappy weather...

God. the weathe so SO nice out yesterday amd today... It sucks ass! It's all cloudy and there's a chance of rain and stuff. Not fun. I wanted to bring The Child to the park again today.

Yesterday at the park, The Child didn't really like the swings. At first she liked it. And then I guess she got scared and wouldn't let go of my arm so I could push her. But she did like stabbing the sand with a stick though.

Maybe we will end up going to the park. it doesn't look like it's going to rain...

OH I SEE THE SUN PEAKING OUT FROM BEHIND A CLOUD!

Yah... Easily amused.

First. Lunch... But that's after The Child wakes up. XD